Filled With Regrets
Every day that goes by in which we are immersed in social distancing and government-mandated forced shutdown of the schools and so many other businesses, I find myself wishing that I was still back as a consultant. I spent the last eight years of my career in the board office as a consultant for technology integration. Of course, back then, it was referred to as integration computers into education but it was and still is the same thing. As a consultant, I was instrumental in moving a few elementary and secondary teachers to try and use the Internet and web-enabled tools to go on line and meet up with other teachers and schools. I did a project that brought together schools into a video-teleconferencing venue to collaborate with schools in Kent, England. I taught teachers to use webcrafting tools to create their own websites and showed students how they could demonstrate new learning by using technology. I pushed as much as I could and facilitated workshop after workshop about collaboration across the wires and encouraged students who were in need of enrichment to find projects online that brought them together with experts of all kinds. I close my eyes and I can see my former self advocating for online learning and suggesting that the best kind was blended with face-to-face learning so that students got to know who their teacher was and what he or she was all about. I spent hours and hours writing articles and visiting schools and that was at least 16 years ago and NOW, it is all coming into sharp relief. More and more schools are going online so that their kids can keep connected while unable to be in school due to the corona virus. I would love to be able to hang out my shingle now and offer my advice near and far about how to go online, how to reach out to students and how to make the interactions as meaningful as possible. I am so excited about all of this and YET.....I don't think I am up to putting my name out there and trying to get involved. I am too old for this and young teachers or students would find it hard to relate to me. The technology has passed me by in a way because some of these folks are on the cutting edge and I couldn't be...nor do I want to be. Still, I would give anything to still be a consultant and be online or using FaceTime or Zoom to help teacher learn to reach out. I long advocated for "just in time" learning and now that timer has arrived. I sure hope some enterprising young academics are tracing and tracking and doing reports on this change in action. So exciting and so regretful....both.




